I really felt upset right now. I am trying to fight what I wanted to do. I mean I am torn between to call him or not. It is always like this. I'm kind of tired.I have been with my boyfriend for four years now. I am so happy that we we're still together right now. But I am so sad because he is not exerting effort anymore. I am jealous everytime he had time with his friends but so busy when it comes to me. I always ask her if we can have dinner or watch movie together but he always tells me...
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